yeah.. i'm officially on leave lor.. =D

prior to today i'm already got the on leave feelin liao.. *haahaa*

caught cyborg she.. this show is nice..

unexpected endin..

expectedly.. i asked alot of questions coz i don't understand.. *hee*

met up with sandra & jun joined us after that..

sandra confessed that we weren't very close for a period of time coz she felt that i only look for her when i needed her.. she commented that our friendship is so unlike my friendship with hui.. i meetup with hui every now & then & we sms each other every other day or so..

i'm glad she said out how she feels.. we promised to meetup more often & keep each other updated..

we were at lido till 3++am lar..

before that i met up with my insurance agent.. to collect my policy.. *finally after so long*

nice chattin with him coz his close friend is a crew.. so he can understand what is it like..

anyway.. at 3am or so.. jun was lookin at my hp & accidentally dialled my agent's no. ..

of coz i immediately hanged up the call..

i thought it didn't ring.. but he called back.. so paisei..

but agent was sweet wor.. we chatted for like 5mins & after that he sms me sayin that since i called him so late.. he feels obligated that i reached home safely.. so asked me to give him a ring/sms when i reached home or if i need him around..

anyway he asked me for my EXPERT advice *haahaa* on how to do up his new room..

he is movin in to stay with that crew friend of his..

since we are meetin for dinner on the 6th.. just as friends.. no work involved.. =) he might bring me to his new house at punggol to take a look.. i feel excited for him lor..

my agent is 26 nia.. so we can click.. + he understands crew culture.. *haahaa*

met up with chin & pris for dinner..

as usual i'm late.. =X

they said that i'm already late & still sound so calm when they called.. =X

ppl doin nails ma.. cannot rush de.. even i gan chiong also no use.. not up to me de.. right pris.. =P

nice ma..?



happy 3.. too bad shawn is in athens..









was supposed to meet shayne after that.. but that clumsy girl had a fall in penang..

irene happened to sms me.. she was cryin when i called her so i cab down to her place..

went df after that with her & melody to keep her company..

& e night ended with 3 of us seh lor.. *haahaa*

but it was fun!

they said i was in the toilet for 45mins.. *haahaa* i didn't even realise..

i fell asleep on the seat until they came knockin on my door..

i didn't even know what time i reached home.. *haahaa*

dun care.. just wanna sleep only..

fortunately i doin KL turn today.. =p

hope irene is feelin better.. she can retail therapy in frankfurt.. hee..

meetin hui & ky tmr.. =D

nor.. we'll see u another time.. dun sianz k.. *hugz*

last but not least..

ONG DUA BEE.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

datz all~

*muackz*


i'm back from my shoppin flight..

nice khakis.. super fun flight.. but there's this particular girl whom we really "click" lar.. =)

we both can chit chat, room service & do masks in her room till 5+am then sleep lor..

no choice had to sleep coz flight back the next day.. *haahaa*

we did alot of silly things unknowingly & we laughed like mad..

we both are direction idiots.. *haahaa*

we spent so much $$ together lar..

& e best thing is i'm goin on leave soon..

so damn broke..

anyway..

had my activities all lined up.. =)

just had breakfast with pea..

will be goin to watch "cyborg she".. dinner with friends & more friends.. =P have my haircut.. do my nails.. go night safari..

actually i have programmes from 26aug(today) till 4sep.. except that day which i purposely left it empty..

i know that we already said not to meetup.. & it's not like i wanna meet him up.. but somehow when friends ask when i'm free.. & i know that day i got nothin on.. i never fix anythin on that day..

i don't know why..

maybe i just feel that day is sort of like "reserved" for him le.. & even though i don't wanna meet up.. i'm not goin out either..

before i end my post..

this is a pic of the ramen at this plain lookin small stall.. but it tastes really yummy!



look at the amt of fats we are consuming!



datz all~

i'm so happy.. leave is here! =D

*muackz*




somethin meaningful..

give it a thought..


一生中起起落落，可是为什么仿佛“落”的几率比“起”的多好多好多？？


我走过的是坎坷的路，跌倒了，哭了，就笑着过去。


因为跌倒，而变得坚强


因为坚强，而忘了软弱


对自己的期望越高，失望就越多


也慢慢忘了最简单的快乐是什么？


那时候，是什么能让我放开一切大声的笑?


是什么让我感到非常的满足？


到底是什么让我能开心地做我自己？


忘了，我们已忘了最美的


原来是最简单的


而这简单的快乐


原来并不简单。。


as mentioned in my previous post.. i went chong pang for nasi lemak last night..

& guess wat..

he taught me how to drive!! *hee*

manual de hor..

within that 20mins or so.. i can move & stop e car & signal & turn right.. *beams*

it was fun!!

though he said it was scary.. esp when i brake.. *haahaa*

but he said i'm not bad hor for a first timer.. =P

lookin forward to the next "lesson"..

off to tokyo & LA tomorrow for shoppin & more shoppin.. =D

miss me..!

*muackz*


just back from doin a hongkong turn.. *horrible*

just now ricky called me..

told me he went fortune tellin.. & shun bian asked abt my life for me lor..

fortune teller told him my "tao hua yun" will be there till i'm 29.. startin from last year.. *haahaa* don't know how true..

but i guessed not very true coz he mentioned one point to ricky that we still got chance.. =X

but i never take back somethin which i have already decided not to want.. not that he is a thing.. but u get my point right..

that day he put an anklet on my foot sayin he found his most important person..

but few days later the anklet broke le.. *yeah.. so fast*

to me.. i just felt.. it simply meant a closure.. & i m not his most important person.. he will find her once he closes this door of mine..

anyway..

pics' time..

benjamin asked me to acc him to his bbq..

on the way..



got to know some new friends.. & quite clicked with this girl.. & she happens to stay in yt too.. *hee*

forgot to take a pic with her..

this is she & blur bf.. *hee*



e next day even met her at yt station to pass her my "ps. i love you" book..

his group of funny friends..



e lovegety we took together..



met up with childhood buddies..

coz js goin taipei for his exchange programme soon & won't be back till Jan..

they arranged to meet at Cathay & blur me was at Cine..

took a cab there & the damage was $7.30!!



before he came..

we bought a card for him.. (i choose it! cute neh.. *hee*)







made him take a pic to promise he will buy back presents for us!

front & side..

so he cannot deny.. *haahaa*





long time since we took a pic together..



i also met up with XL & LMM for lunch at bugis..

longgg time since i last saw them..

sunnies must arrange for meetup soon!

okie..

i'm goin off for lasi lemak supper liao..

my eye hurts leh durin the flight.. when we arrived into hongkong..

so i msged benjamin & asked him to help me buy contacts.. i got none left at home liao.. & i decided to throw the pair in my eyes away when we landed..

anyway.. don't know he go where buy.. received his sms when i'm back in sin.. told me got promo.. 3 pairs 70bucks.. (usually i bought at $28 per pair)

so i saved e trouble of gettin them myself & i saved some $$.. =)

& i gained yummy supper.. =D

thought of gettin from him at yt after i bathe & rot awhile & shun bian eat.. i'm so hungry lor..

but he said he can't help me anythin when i complained abt my flight.. all he can do is to listen & bring me to eat nice supper to cheer me up.. =)

he said food can cheer me up coz i m always hungry.. never seen a girl before who is such a glutton.. =X

so chong pang here we come!

tata~

*muackz*


on my last flight.. we celebrated his birthday..

it was his birthday itself on the day we were goin shanghai..

so on the way back we bought a cake for him..

he was pleasantly surprised.. =)

*pic removed

mai siao siao.. he's 31!! unbelievable lor..

actually he blew the candle too fast.. before we took the pic..

this is just a act-candle-blowin pic.. *hee*

anyway the shanghai flight was really fun lar..

everyone can click lor.. the whole set of crew be it rankin or non rankin crew.. e crew are funny lor..

the guys..

*pic removed

the one on the left hand side of the birthday boy is really my sleepin khaki lor.. *haahaa*

everyone was laughin & we were debatin who slept more.. *haa*

don't think too far out hor.. =X

not puttin up the girls' group pic coz we (okie.. mainly me) thought it wasn't very nice.. =X

***********************

jw msged me yesterday abt our bangkok trip..

my leave is the first week of sept but he is goin on the 2nd week.. *haiz*

then i realise soon, i'm so not goin to see him.. (he's goin overseas for studyin)

even though i said i will fly over to visit him.. I REALLY WILL..

but it still is nothin compared to meetin him as and when i wanted..

i can't just call him and ask him out & asked him to make me laugh..

i am so so so goin to miss him.. =(

before i end..

ABCDEFG = A Boy Can Do Everythin For Girl..

though the english sounds hmm.. abit wrong.. but still quite cute lar.. quite creative lar to come up with this on your own..

datz all~

*muackz*

have a nice weekend!

i'm meetin my childhood buddies on sat.. *weee*


he brought me for supper..

he was alittle weird that day..

he asked me to go to his car boot to take somethin..

& i saw this..



stunned lor..

*jaw dropped*

but quite sweet right.. hee..

then he appeared with a card n bear & ask if i can be his gf..



i hugged him..

& u know what..

i can feel his heart beatin damn fast lor.. *haahaa*

anyway i'm still single now lar..

& we are still friends..

he asked me to take a pic with him lor..

datz all~



p.s. he did the editin..


i know he tried all efforts to win me back again & he was disappointed and angry that i still insisted my stand..

everyone tells me if i really want the best for him.. i have to be heartless..

i know even if we get back together.. he will be at the losin end of the relationship..

i really don't want to hurt him again..

i don't want to give him a chance & realise things are not the same anymore then bid the relationship goodbye..

it would be worse for him..

i don't want him to put in efforts & then fail him..

i'm really sorry..

i feel bad but my heart is dead..

it's not an overnight thing..

it's all the little little things that snowballed together..

pea can vouch for that..

don't only learn to cherish someone only when u lost it..

today was quite fun till towards the end..

but it was still a beautiful endin to our story..

we went to our long said Singapore Flyer & he bought me my favourite flowers..














i'm sorry i disappoint u..

i know u changed alot for me..

i love u..

but it's not the same anymore..

i'm sorry..

good bye..


31Jul..

we finally broke up..

we were still smsing each other these days & were on the phone last night..

at times.. i do feel maybe one day we can get back together again..

but not now..

he says he knows what i want..

but apparently he still doesn't..

otherwise he wouldn't use death to threaten me today..

all feelings of feelin bad & thoughts of we MIGHT be back together again vanished..

i m angry with him..

he does not know what i want..

i just don't want to report my whereabouts anymore..

i just wanna do what i like..

go out with who i want..

no one can care or comment or demand an explanation from me..

he just wants me back..

but from his actions i can see that he does not understand what i've said for the past few days..

he don't understand it's not the same anymore..

we are goin to singapore flyer on the 10th..

since already buy tickets liao..

actually i'm quite lookin forward.. =)

as long as he don't tell me how sad he is.. (i know i'm selfish) & how much he wanna patch.. i think it's goin to be a nice day..

datz all~

*muackz*

ying

YY aka birdie aka black blur bird (by NOR & PEA)
16 Dec 1985

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